“Life is like a box with chocolate”…only you will never get the chance to taste it

There will be a whole post dedicated to this..stay tuned!

Ok now i gotta post a playlist of this so called “mixtape” just give me a couple days to manage it right…

1.Xzibit-State of the union(as intro)
2.Trick Daddy-Thug Holiday
3.Dmx-Slippin’
4.Westside Connection-Gotta have heart
5.Rappin’4Tay-I’ll be around
6.Zion I-Places
7.McEiht-Streiht up menace
8.Public Enemy/Moby-MKLVFKWR
9.Akon-Ghetto
10.BTNH/3LW/Felicia-Get up & get it
11.NWA-Fuck tha police
12.TQ-I remember
13.Immortal Technique/KrsOne/Chuck D-Bin Laden RMX
14.Bizzy Bone-Not Afraid
15.Ice Cube/Krayzie-Until we rich
16.Krayzie Bone-Nuthin but music
17.McRen/Bigg Rocc-Old Times
18.Paris-The days of old
19.Tupac/Elton John-Ghetto Gospel

This is just the 1st “vol” and it’s just what i got in mind at the moment, but stay tuned because “things change quick”…if you want it you can holla @ me.

It may sound crazy, but it ain’t.Ignorance is the mother of all problems(imo) it will never bring something good…
“is more than flinging a coin to a beggar; it comes to see that an edifice which produces beggars needs restructuring.”How many of us really think that when they pass over a beggar on the street?NOT SO MANY i’m sure of that, and that’s because of their ignorant attitude, which was probably taught by parents who kept on living without an ideal. As we can see, the 3rd world war is “knocking at the door” and SO MANY of us don’t agree with, because we don’t want to suffer. There are a lotta kinds of organizations ANTI-WAR, there are being made a lotta movies ANTI-WAR, and i shouldn’t speak about hip hop music, which is TOTTALY against it and have fought against it for many years, but with all these what is the result? Seems nobody checks this so called rebellions no more, and why is that? The people go blind when they see on TV how journalists get decapitated? NO-(but they want to remain blind) The media wish to go deaf to all the records(well intitled) as “Weapons of Mass Destruction”,”Sleeping with the enemy”,”Revolutionary”,?NO-(they too concerned on playing candy shop, and number 1 stunna). The main factor is US(pple) and our IGNORANCE. When the ignorance to the factors that are still fighting for beliefs and peace strikes pple’s weak minds, they’re lost. If we loose a man for his own ignorance you THEN will realise there aren’t so MANY PPLE.
Movies, have an audio-visual impact, so is very important what we are watching.
In Pearl Harbor film there is a line that goes like this (I’ve looked myself in the mirror in this uniform and i still don’t know who i am…i look like a hero but i don’t think i am”). These kind of lines make you think deeper about the purpose of a soldier and what is he fighting for…many soldiers joins army just to discover themselvs not because of patriotism, or a good cause( u cannot FIGHT for a good cause in a war, because a war by definition ain’t a good cause IMO) and they ill LISTEN TO ORDERS, even if they aren’t agree with. Just like on discovery channel, SOME films show you BOTH sides of pain and let YOU contemplate on their messages. What people don’t WANT to understand is that THEY ARE STARTING a war with their IGNORANCE. They don’t want to raise up hands against their leaders, even though you can see them everyday speaking about social struggle and the hard life they living at the corner of the street(a wrong place), not in public places or tv, they ARE AFRAID?NO-(they are ignorant).
WHY WE (pple around the WORLD) prefer to remain silent in front of A GROUP of men, politically well placed? Aren’t we being ignorant when it comes about our lives?
“The Manchurian candidate” is another good movie. I heard it’s a remake (this is very good because the ones who had been ignorant THEN, will be replaced by their sons as well ignorants as their predecesors) anyway the thing is that this kind of sh*t may be happening in USA(land of “milk and honey”, whateva that means). Bush is only the top of the iceberg, behind him there’s a whole spider web(the devils hand with x fingers). But the pple who populate a country represent a real tarantula, they should bring down the whole “black iceberg”. It’s not so well to show some facts when you’re giving movie lines as arguments, but think about the message of art and the impact of it troughout the years…just think about it.The world you want to live in is looking like this? (btw Bruegel is my favourite painter)
So unless you want to live in a hell better raise up your sword, your lyrical sword, your thoughts, your attitude and start a “changing mentality movement” because…IGNORANCE KILLS!!!

any suggestions at FicatStricat@yahoo.com

To Lecter

A lotta iron, a lotta iron…
A lotta iron opens this poem.
It is cold and it is autumn and it is rusted
around me.Like in every year
Like every year.
Oxidated and rusted, the whole Golden Gate Bridge
is melting thorugh the thin veins.
Dust that i loved is extinguished now by rain
Lettin behind a necronovelist
Immobilised, caught in plaster-just like Frida.
With a black planchete in front,
I’m paintin a letter with a verbal acid ink
To the one that i admire.
His mask is 180 degreez rotated on my eyes.
The iron barz hide the olfactive thirst of my eyez.
I’m signin myself with bloodshed and I wait for reply

The round cube(without oximoron)

Day by day I disguise myself in human
I have to endure myself like this…
I want to chop myself,
Like a winter wood.
To see what comes out, it leaks, it flies…
What’s gonna happen?
I am me and i don’t need “me”.
I can’t stand words, facts are in vain
And still i have a meaning
I’m looking for myself, I find me,
But I can’t recognize me in myself.
I look for me one more time, and I fail again.
It is the meaning a conveyor belt full of failures?
Because in conclusion without’em,
Everything should be stopped.
I don’t wanna end like this
that’s why I let the last verse the first.

Spring

People can’t understand me
Animals cannot reply,
I become silent by everyday
And I lock myself in this cold body.
I feel raised by glass pieces
and suckled by fire.
I’ve become a frozen demon
Trying to find life’s meaning.
In an eternal winter I’m warm.
I can burnly wait, to fall, to die.
I feel a demon with a protector angel
I want to carol the second winter
and still know it…
To freeze again tryin’ to find life’s meaning.
And again I’ll get ill and sick
Running on the last way.To be in a hurry,
Alone i chose.I know why!
At my christening you mourninged bride showed up,
Help me die at once!

Catre Lecter

Mult fier, mult fier…
Mult fier deschide acest poem
E toamna shi e frig shi ruginit
In juru-mi.Exact ca in fiecare an
Ca fiecare an.
Oxidat si ruginit, tot podul de la Cernavoda
se topeste prin venele subtiri.
Praful cel iubeam e stins acum de ploi
Lasand in urma un necroromancier,
Imobilizat, prins in ghips-exact ca Frida.
Cu o planseta neagra-n fata
Desenez o scrisoare cu cerneala de acid verbal
catre cel ce-l admir.
Masca lui e-ntoarsa pe ochii mei,
Zabrelele de fier, ascund setea olfactiva a ochilor.
Ma semnez cu sange inchegat si astept raspuns.

Cubul rotund(fara oximoron)

Zi de zi ma deghizez in om
Trebuie sa ma suport asha…
Imi vine sa ma despic,
Ca pe un lemn de iarna.
Sa vad ce iese, curge, zboara…
Ce se-ntampla?
Sunt eu shi nu am nevoie de “eu”
Nu suport cuvintele,faptele-s degeaba
Shi totushi am un rost.
Eu ma caut, ma gasesc,
Dar nu ma regasesc.
Ma mai caut o data, shi dau gresh din nou.
Oare sensul e o banda plina de eshecuri?
Caci pana la urma fara ele
Tot s-ar fi oprit.

Nu vreau sa pun asha sfarshit
de aceea las ultimul vers pe cel dintai.

Primavara

Oamenii nu ma inteleg
Animalele nu-mi pot raspunde,
Eu amutesc pe zi ce trece
Si ma-nchid in corpu-mi rece.
Ma simt crescut de cioburi
si alaptat de foc
Am devenit un diavol inghetat
Incercand s-aflu al vietii rost.
Intr-o iarna vesnica mi-e cald.
Frig de dor, sa cad, sa mor
ma simt un diavol cu inger pazitor.
Vreau sa colind a doua iarna
Si totusi s-o cunosc…
Sa inghetz din nou
incercand s-aflu al vietii rost.
Si iar am sa ma-mbolnavesc
Singur am ales.Stiu de ce!
La botezul meu ai aparut tu mireasa-ndoliata,
Ajuta-ma sa mor odata

Spre Mexic

La gura pesterii e un obstacol.
Nu pot sa ies…
Ma chinuiesc, ma zbat in camasa de forta demult tencuita
de lacrimi si praf,si praf.
Focul arde in spate
Si ceilalti nu vor sa se intoarca…
Ma uit la cainele fara falci,
Ma uit la campia dincolo de el…
Ma uit la verdele-sange inchegat.
E acoperita de praf, iar praf.
Cainele fara falci latra,latra…
Trec anii si auzul meu altceva nu poate auzi
Nu mi-e teama de sfartecarea lui.
Mi-e teama de ce vad in spate
Stalagmite cu infatisare umana-toate prinse-n lanturi
Si totusi…imi amintesc
In esenta mea pot fi un urs.

Cand te voi mai revedea?

Te mai vad decat in vis
Asha cum numai eu te pot vedea…
De-ai fi exact cum te simte durerea mea…
Shtii ca bestiile plang shi ele?
Dar nu ai sa ma vezi niciodata,
ma ascund privirii tale.
Inima unui conte in cenusha-i langa tron
Shi nu e Pheonix, i-ai luat aripile cu tine.
In zilele cu ploaie imi aduci un curcubeu,
Pluteam peste sarutari shi imbratzishari
Radeam la declaratzii de dragoste, tzi-aduci aminte?
Atat de banale…ce-ar insemna iubirea fara numele tau?
Shi sunt de-ajuns ochii tai.Sunt de-ajuns.
Totzi shtiu ca nu visam ce ne dorim
shi totushi eu te vad in fiecare zi…
Da, ziua dorm ca sa te pot proteja noaptea.
In cate vietzi ar trebui sa mai evadez sa-mi spui
daca ar merge?
Cate destine s-ar intortochea in tabloul unui strop de apa?
Ma invart prin desherturi albe de gheatza
Ma ghidez dupa Luna…
Aici totul e haotic, nu m-ai intzelege
Tu,…tu…
Ash vrea sa-tzi spun mai multe,
Dar te mai vad decat in vis…

I have to quote this (”You’re the reason that God made a girl”-Prince-the most beautiful girl in the world)

That poem is a soft one i know(we all have a soft part, so shut up if u’re about to say sumthin stupid) i’ll translate it when i think is necessary
Oh, there are more than that but it’s hard to translate them (to have the same meaning as in romanian)so…stay tuned